When ever I am listening to I Can Barely Breathe by Manchester Orchestra and I hear the lyric “If you knew I was dying would it change you?” all I can think about is my cousin. Yes it did change me, it changed everyone in the family. I can’t imagine it coming from his point of view, and I can’t ever imagine telling my loved ones that I was dying. He was such a strong person, and I miss him dearly. I really just wish I could have one last conversation. Yes, since the day I knew you were dying it changed me. I just wonder if it would change you?
It’s 4 am, I should probably get going to bed. Instead I am awkwardly smirking in pictures and listening to The Smiths
Lets just take a moment to appreciate the new phone case Ally got me as a graduation present. Now lets all give Ally a round of applause. 